Thursday, June 9, 2011
Ugh. I feel like something is not right. For the past two months or so, I've been having days where I am so fatigued that I am having a really hard time shaking myself awake enough to get up and be a functioning person of society. These "days" have become more and more frequent. It's like I'm walking around in this fog all day, and I just can't shake it. I have been doing a little bit of investigating, and I think it may be related to my blood pressure. My went to the dentist on Tuesday, and my blood pressure was abnormally low, even for me, and I tend to run on the low side. I think it may be contributing to the fatigue on the days I feel so down. It's weird, though, because it only lasts for that day and then I usually can come out of it by the next day. I don't know. Even my Adderall doesn't help on those days. As a result of feeling so fatigued, I also start to feel pretty depressed, and that is NOT good. All those feelings of being worthless start to come flooding back. Not to mention that I have been having horrible body image. I e-mailed my doctor, but he wants to talk to me over the phone, and I have not been able to catch him yet. I am hoping that we will be able to figure something out. I bought a blood pressure monitor today, but I am a little leery of it after reading some of the reviews about the particular model I bought online. The reviews online say it is not accurate....so I may be needing to buy a different model. They are expensive!! I went for the cheapest one I could find, and I guess that wasn't the best idea. My pulse is abnormally high as well. My doc thinks that my body may be compensating for the low BP by raising my pulse.....I don't know. I am just hoping that it is not cardiac related at all. It would really suck to find out that after all this time I actually have screwed up my heart, especially now that I am doing so much better with my ED.